guilty pleasures

I so like to be involved in web forums. but at this point of my career, wherein i need to take advantage of the time that i have for me to learn the things that i need to learn, I really cant find time. i envy rache, pao, deity, and some other popular bloggers that i know of. but they say that if there is a will, there is a way right? but this is a different story. there are times that i feel that my time is wasted when i pee. geez! i just so love this opportunity that is why i cant seem to let go of it even for a sec.

guess this is the state of being close to being insane.

...lights out